Started my day at 12pm.
Made my way to Boon Lay CC to meet Liang. Long day ahead, great weather for Basketball. Took a few shots before Heng and Rhyno arrived. Started out great! Was hitting jumpshots from beyond the arc.
We then walked to HongKah East CC to find some opponents to play with. That was when the hell began. The four of us kinda screwed up the offense and everybody was confused or should I say refused to pass. So we lost. That was it, one match and we left the place, too many people lining up to play. We'll have to wait at least half an hour before we get our turn.
Didn't really matter to me much. So we returned to Boon Lay to play some 3 on 3. And the same thing happened, screwed the offense. Heng wasn't passing much. Had many open looks but didn't get the ball. Too bad for me. I was freakin' tired, tired enough to actually let Liang score against me a few times. I can't believe it, he doesn't get pass me easily in the past. My legs were just too tired. Have been training over my limit for the pass few days.
I then left with YaoDong at 4.30pm, went home to take a shower, played a little bit of piano, and made my way to the gym. Was feeling very down in the gym, because of what happened on the Basketball court today. Vented my frustration on the weights. I was on the verge of cramps during each station but I just forced myself to go on. Tortured my chest, bicep and stomach for the day and I was done.
I can't understand why I played like that today. Was it because we've not been playing together for a long time? Was it because I was too tired? I can't control what they do on the court. I've got to step up sometimes. Sometimes I find myself rather silly by giving up the ball to my team mates when they aren't making shots. Maybe I should learn to be more selfish? In order to do that, I've got to train harder to be more efficient.
So why do we fall?
SO THAT WE CAN LEARN TO PICK OURSELVES UP!
It's been a bad day.
I miss you, Sweetheart.
I feel my eyes well up when you ain't by my side.
Guess I'm.... stuck with you.
So glad I am!
