If you get bored of that annoying inclined bench press which is such a nuisense to do. try this out!
And I thought that I could be in control of my feelings and emotions... I actually can.. I do it well sometimes... But things are just flying towards me at rate that's too fast for me to take.
Those were the good times.. I FREAKING MISS TEP!!
I hate PIMPLES! FCUKING CHEEBAI NABEI LANJIAO KANNINA FCUKING CHEEBAI!
This post is dedicated to my close and great buddy, Eddison....
Gotta get my act together.. mathafarking projects are gonna be due soon and tests are on their way.. enough of play and fcuking around. But that doesn't mean I'm gonna be buried in work hours like some people do.. that's plain stupid.. I'm just gonna get things done fast and efficiently. With some QC of course... time to get some fcuking A's.
Since Sherlyn blogged about the deodorant... when I was the one that bought it first... I've got nothing much to say..
Lucky Fcuk white T-Shirt from FCUK... $49.90
Went out with Afiqah and took tons of pictures today. She's this crazy camwhore who wants to take a picture everywhere she steps. Totally crazy.. on the escalator, in the elevator, in YaKun, at the traffic lights.. My cheeks are numb from smiling.. Pics will be uploaded once I get them from her.. But since she's as busy as wonderwoman.. i wonder if i'm gonna get the pics back..
I thought that if I focused on one thing and prioritize, things would turn out to be smooth and easy.. But which do you put above and below? What are the more important stuff? I thought I could be superman and settle everything at the same time.
With that, everything's becoming a little dark now. I'm getting stressed and pimples are appearing. It's so depressing to know that you have pimples and the next day you're suppose to meet fiona xie in that hey gorgeous programme.
I'm an egoistic guy. I just wanna accomplish everything that I want now. I wanna solve all my problems with a snap of my fingers. I want others to see that I'm this capable shit and all. But you know what... I think it's hurting me... and it's hurting me pretty bad... it sux..
I've gotta learn to accept failure and ask for help... I've gotta get that done soon..
I'm just a confused kid... i guess....
Ladies and Gentlemen.. This was the first time I ate brocoli.. trust me.. it sucks..
Hayma's Class.. too boring..

They're so disgusting and sick and so fcuking shit lanjiao kaopeikaobu lanjiao kannina fcuk bastard bitch cock slut bitch shit.
I just wish they would all go away all those nabei cheebailanjiao pimples! FCUK YOU PIMPLES! I HATE YOU, YOU NABEI CHAO CHEEBAI YOUR MOTHER FATHER DIE LA KANINA BU CHEEBAI YOU!
Last week, my dear friend encountered an experience filled with agony. I may not totally understand what's happening in his mind, but I have gone through this before. I feel his pain. The hours of drowning myself with alcohol and filling my wrists with cut marks. The pain, the heartache... I felt it.. I hated it.. I sometimes cry when I think about it. Days of pretending to be happy infront of friends were excruciating. I just wanted to cry out loud but I just couldn't. Call it ego? No... You just don't want your friends to be worried and being bothered by your problem... Those were the dark times..
Edi, listen to me. I have 100% respect for you. Why.... You have become a better friend and person. I admit.. I was very upset with you during the past.. You kept venting your frustration on me.. And I used to think that leopards couldn't change their spots. Like our buddy Weeyang like to say. But you proved me wrong. I thought you could not change but you did. I admired that ability of yours. I once told you about your attitude in project discussion... I didn't think that you'll put it to heart. But you did.. The next project meeting, you were a changed man, you contributed at least 90% of the work. You were still the irritating joking asshole, but it was in a good way. We were all enjoying the discussion as well as getting the job done. I appreciate what you have done bro. If you still don't believe that you have become a better person, I felt that you have become a better listener. I feel that I can put my 100% trust in you when telling you my problems and personal stuff. How can I ever find a person who's better at that?
To some, this may sound gay. But this is simply my tribute to one of the best friends I have. I am proud of my friend and I want the world to know that I'm proud to have this person as my friend.
Eddi, I hope you do read this. I really wanna see you happy again. I believe you'll get through this. If you do need anybody to talk to, I'm always here.
No one can hurt you without your permission.
THis is what we do in class... to kill time...
That's Eddison pretending to be Harry Porter. He casted a laughing spell on me.. deadly man...


Craving for a puma bag...
Anyway, it's good.. keeps your smelly armpits at bay... get it at bodyshop for 14.90 today.
Brown Polo-T from Zara... $59.90
I need at least $110...
Butt Sex, anybody? 1 hour 20 dollar. HAHAHA
Kidding guys..

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