And I thought that I could be in control of my feelings and emotions... I actually can.. I do it well sometimes... But things are just flying towards me at rate that's too fast for me to take.
I thought that if I focused on one thing and prioritize, things would turn out to be smooth and easy.. But which do you put above and below? What are the more important stuff? I thought I could be superman and settle everything at the same time.
With that, everything's becoming a little dark now. I'm getting stressed and pimples are appearing. It's so depressing to know that you have pimples and the next day you're suppose to meet fiona xie in that hey gorgeous programme.
I'm an egoistic guy. I just wanna accomplish everything that I want now. I wanna solve all my problems with a snap of my fingers. I want others to see that I'm this capable shit and all. But you know what... I think it's hurting me... and it's hurting me pretty bad... it sux..
I've gotta learn to accept failure and ask for help... I've gotta get that done soon..
I'm just a confused kid... i guess....
